Hiya, so I am aware I'll be getting very mixed opinions and am fully prepared to listen to what anyone has to say.
Before I explain I just would like to state, that I am aware of my behaviour and am equally to blame, but I would really like some advice on what to do.
I have been in a relationship for a year and nearly a half, with my boyfriend I love him to bits, we never have ever hit each other or anything like that.. quick disclaimer. Things started off perfectly fine for almost 8 months, we would have arguments but nothing too serious, or too petty or too toxic... ;/ Even when I found out I was diagnosed with BPD things were still fine, I'd have my ups and downs but not to the extent where things were toxic.. well things started taking a very dark turn. I remember we would argue about something and I would get fed up and would want to call the relationship quits, and this is where my boyfriend would say "Go on leave, you know no one would love you like I do, know one ****s you like I do" and very sexualised stuff, that well honestly did make me a little bit horny despite how disturbing it sounds.. He would also tell me whenever I was upset that I was "Overreacting" or that "I was twisting his words" or "You're not thinking properly you need to sleep, or take your medicine"