Sexual health and masturbationWatch
As far as I know, I'm not asexual and I'd like to feel something masturbating and I've tried a lot of times, in different ways but touching the outside of my vagina with my hands/fingers never felt special, it just feels like touching my arm but maybe a little more intimate, if i insert my finger it just feels a little weird, but I don't feel turned on at all and it's really frustrating, i can feel the touch inside somewhat, but not that much and even if I put it in all the way it just feels like nothing. Like, I don't feel excited or stimulated at all
I do have sexual fantasies and would definitely want to feel something sexually but when I touch myself in any way, it just feels like nothing (though I've never tried sex toys or anything, I'm pretty sure that wouldn't feel like anything either)
I do get horny and I do sometimes feel some sort of "tension" down there and feel like wanting to release it, but even if I try it just feels like nothing, I feel the touch and all, but it doesn't feel pleasurable in any way.
Touching myself with my hands or fingers never felt like anything, inserting fingers doesn't feel like anything, the only way that works a little is balling up a bit of a blanket and humping that but that also barely feels like anything, it's exhausting to do and mostly isn't worth it because it just rarely feels a little good, like, a short, good feeling climax (just a little, like, wouldn't necessarily call that an orgasm/climax because it doesn't feel like that much) that only lasts a few seconds after going through quite a bit of an effort by humping for multiple minutes and feeling nothing, it just doesn't feel worth it
I'm just wondering, is it normal to not feel anything? I'm not asexual and I really want to feel something and it's frustrating.
I have sexual fantasies as said, and enjoy those sort of though they don't really turn me on, I'm already in puberty so the nerves should be developed (i think) and I'm just wondering if there's something I can do and/or if there is something wrong with me?