Basically I’m a retake student and am self-studying and I got an offer for UCL law and cried and now cause exams are cancelled I’ve been constantly freaking out. My head of sixth form at my old school said it’s not gonna work well for ppl like me, and quite a few teachers have said the same.
I’m mad cause so many people here keep saying ‘taking another gap year isn’t the end of the world’. Bro shut up. They’re acting like my feelings aren’t valid just because other ppl are in the same boat. I’m allowed to be angry and upset, and honestly this year has been so sh*t mentally so for me, taking another gap year would MESS me up hard. HARD.
I feel sh*t cause ppl keep saying ‘ppl are dying, calm down you can’t get into uni it isn’t that serious’. Wtf? I completely understand that. I never said that I’m the only one with problems or that I have it worse than the people DYING, but if you had cancer and your friend said they’re upset because their parents are getting a divorce, you wouldn’t say ‘I’m dying, your problems mean nothing’, would you?
I know ppl affected by coronavirus directly. I’ve seen the effects first-hand, but that doesn’t mean I’m not allowed to have my own feelings? Like damn, let a girl live ffs