Wherever I go I seem to loose people, no matter how hard I try to be there for them or be friendly I never seem to find a group. I had one on and off my I seem to consistently loose them, either they drift away or they just up and loose interest and don't want to speak to me. I try to rekindle the friendships but it always seems one sided. This happens over and over again so I know the problem is me. I have mental health problems so it doesn't help that I get depressive episodes and I either push people away or emotionally dump on them. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm consistently loosing more and more people as I get older and its hurting me more and loosing trust for the people I have in my life and I'm scared it's becoming a self fulfilling prophecy