I live far away from my boyfriend, we’ve been together a year and a few months or so. The corona virus separation really affected us.. but we seem to be okay now. However. Recently he was caught speeding and is going to lose his driving licence. His mother screamed at him to the point she called him “fat, worthless, not good enough to be her son, barely a man etc etc” and it really affected him making him effectively want to disappear. Him losing his licence means a lot of things , escape from his home life is no longer possible, seeing his friends no longer possible,getting to work not very possible and seeing me also not very possible.
I know I can’t get angry at him for speeding, because of how devastated and upset he his over what his mum has said, but I am upset with him at the same time. And I have a lot of emotions around it that I can’t describe
You’re probably thinking “just get the bus and go see him” however I don’t earn any income and to get the bus to see him would cost around £20 a run, and plus , Yknow, the corona virus is making it quite unsafe to be on public transport too... so
I feel very disheartened about it all, this isn’t really a question it’s more a rant about what’s going on and ... yeah. Just a crappy situation. There’s a lot more going on other than that upsetting me , but that’s the newest one