Ok I don’t think anybody is going to care or listen to this but I just want to vent.
I did something stupid (which I don’t want to say sorry I know that’s so annoying) and I feel so stupid for doing it. I’m such an idiot, I never learn from my mistakes this is why I’m never going to get anywhere in life. I hate myself so much I wish I was dead.
My life is really going downhill education wise and work wise. I really just can’t handle this anymore. I’m constantly having panic attacks to the point where I can’t sleep or eat. I feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t know what to do anymore I can’t handle it. I’m so lonely and i know that my friends don’t want to listen to my problems anymore. I feel like I’m bothering them.
I’ve never felt this unhappy in my whole life and what makes it painful is that it’s all my fault! I’m losing friends and my sanity.
Ok sorry I just wanted to vent I don’t think anyone wants to listen to this.