Feeling ashamed that i'm a female and mast*rbateWatch
i've been doing it since i was pretty young, i have the same feelings of guilt and feel disgusted with myself afterwards too. however, i've realised that i feel worse when i watch porn. so don't mastubate to porn. i have pretty strong views on porn anyway, i'm pretty much against it but let's not get into that.
You'll be fine OP. Guilt not required.
You shouldn't be ashamed at all! Almost everyone masturbates. Your teacher, your bus driver, maybe even your parents. And most girls start it from 10 - 13. I am sure a lot of your friends do it too. Some may just not show it. And there isn't too much. Just maybe don't do it every hour. once a day is fine.
I'm a man, 20 already, but I can relate, especially when I was like 15.So what worked for me you use masturbation as an award, like after homework for example. The guilt for pleasuring yourself will leave then, and it feels way better.But then you do treat it like a sin.Either way, it worked so good for me XD.