So my heads been feeling foggy and I've been finding it next to impossible to concentrate. My thoughts are kind of scattered all over the place and I'm always forgetting stuff.
My body's been feeling heavy lately and I'm finding it hard to feel motivated to do anything or get out if bed.
Other than that when I try to study, my family is really loud. Since we live in a flat and it's a big family, I can hear everything.
Talking about hearing I don't know why but I always end up focusing on certain sounds. Like chewing, speaking, muttering, whispering, my parents' voices, sometimes my siblings' voices, footsteps, videos playing in backgrounds, the wind outside, shouting, door's opening and this fizzing high pitched whistling sound I hear in both my ears. It feels as if someone is scraping my insides and J get so agitated.
Anywaaaayyyy apart from that, since my area is on high alert for covid what the hell can I do since i can't go to the library for peace and quiet(mind you the nearest library for me is a 45 minute walk, don't mind it though since I need fresh air lol)
I've been really stressed because of this since I'm behind and I desperately am trying to catch up and revise but I just can't focus :/
I've spoken to my family about this but I they haven't gotten any better and even with the door closed I can hear everything
my mum just tells me to deal with it and I'm just being lazy, and need to work harder.