08/09/2020
i’m dying over here.i know i said i’d update weekly, but i’ve decided to split the week into two posts. it’s only tuesday and i already want to crawl into a hole and d word
a day-by-day summary of so far (i feel like this would be more suitable for now lmao):sunday:this week so far has been exhausting. on sunday i stayed up until midnight, writing up bio notes for the two lessons we had that day — double bio on a sunday is a curse. there’s so much content to go over, i’d been going at it since 2pm... and that’s with online school. with actual school i’m always so exhausted and end up sleeping until 6pm,,, let’s just hope school stays online for a lil longer.
we also had double math which was exhausting and chem which was also tiring and so all in all i need to sleep for like a month straight.
oh yes i forgot... we also had a math quiz ahaH wonderful.
monday:so yesterday i finished up my bio notes for the lesson we had that day which thankfully didn’t take up too much time. we have a chemistry test on tuesday next week i think (?) so i was planning to start on my chem notes but i was so tired and still had homework so i decided to just do my homework and call it a day — that way i won’t burn out by next week. i’d spent the entire day making notes for TWO LESSONS (
) on sunday so i needed to take a step back. ik i sound lazy but my mental health is **** so i burn out way too quickly
i really hate my brain and everything about it.
i’ve literally been devoting most of my time to biology notes, not even studying i’m done here bye
and chem has started to get complicated... well no not really but our teacher‘s explanations are kinda weird so idk but hey chemguide exists!
tuesday:so... today. for starters, i got five hours of sleep — that’s pretty much how it’s been since school started and it’s starting to take a toll. i literally fell asleep in chem no joke.
my brain’s starting to hurt from bio and it’s been! one! and! a! half! weeks!
i have a feeling this year will be like last year. so a lil summary... basically i started the year aiming for straight A*s which i alhamdullilah got but by october i wanted to kms so you get the gist. by november i gave up wholly. i did no homework, no revision, nothing. but somehow i managed to wing all my school exams without failing terribly, i still look back and just go
i’d planned to make notes on chapter 3 chem, which we’ve just finished, but my laptop gave up on me so i just did my math homework instead. i also took an hour and a half nap lol i need to fix my sleep schedule asap before napping becomes a habit because last year... yeah no. i’m honestly thinking of just sticking to homework for the rest of the week so i don’t burn out,, watch the universe go against me now
i just realised i haven’t even mentioned physics... so physics is okay atm but i’m just so tired so i don’t really pay attention in lessons erm... i need to stop
i also haven’t done much reading, i’ve decided to put The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat and hold right now and focus on Emperor of all Maladies which is so long but quite interesting. i’m barely 200 pages through i’m so tired
oh and did i mention that i want to sleep? because i could sleep for a year atm.
anyways, i’ll see y’all on saturday, and will hopefully be able to boast about all the studying i’ve done since today (hA nightingale you thought), so until then
tags (i love y’all
)