I am going to take a gap year next year because I am not 100% sure on what course to study or what university I want to go to. It's out of Spanish and Drama combined or a Acting degree. I have not yet completed my ucas application, but 2 of my university choices that offer Spanish and Drama combined require 3 B's minimum as a contextual offer. In my A Levels, I have received a B for French, C for Spanish and A for Drama. I am pleased with my results but am disappointed with my Spanish result,as my teacher told me I was more than capable for receiving a B. After chatting to one of the Universities, they said they did not think they would be able to take me with my C grade due to entry requirements. I have found a University that's standard offer is ABB and I am eligible for their contextual offer of BBC-CCC. I have thought about retaking my Spanish exam, however recently something really awful has happened in my family. My nan has been very unwell recently and yesterday I found out she has been diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer which has spread to her liver and kidney. Not only this, but she is in hospital and has a disease in her brain which could possibly either be a disease or it could be the cancer spreading. She does not recognise anyone, not me or my mum or even her husband. She is muttering nonsense and is restless. She is so dehydrated that it is making her hallucinate. She is refusing to eat or drink. I can't decide if I should retake my Spanish exam, because right now I'm very distressed and depressed and I am having trouble focusing on anything. The doctors have said the cancer is terminal and I don't know how long she will live for. Should I retake Spanish or apply to the university that has a lower entry requirement that could potentially accept me?