Okay so I am going into year 10 in a week and we picked our options months ago but I am questioning changing what I have picked, so far I have chosen Triple Science (all three sciences), performing arts, geography and photography. However I am thinking about changing photography to art. The thing is I want to do both at some point and can also do either at A level, both are a hobby of mine but I have read a lot about peoples experiences with A level art and they have said it was much harder than GCSE, and I know of course it will be considering it is a higher level of education but I don't think I am good enough at art especially fine art to do it at A level, so that would mean I would have to do it at GCSE instead. A good thing I did here about A level fine art was that you have a lot more freedom with what you are creating so in that sense it is better than GCSE art and that is where my dilemma comes into play.
The type of art I am especially good in is copy art, if I was given a picture of something to draw I could do a pretty good job of it, but I am not as good at creating my own art, I am alright but not at all amazing and I am not very good at detailed and realistic art when it comes to creating my own. I am also horrible at drawing people which I think you do a lot in fine art but I probably could get better with practise. Another thing is I am a major perfectionist, in art at school I would practically never finish my projects because I wouldn't get it finished and my teachers would always say when writing improvements to finish my work on time, so considering the workload it really doesn't seem like a good idea for me, however I feel like I will regret it if I don't take it because I do enjoy art and do it often at home.
So if I were to do fine art I most likely would do it at GCSE and then just do photography at A level, currently I have picked photography but still have time to change. However I still kind of want to do photography now and a lot of my friends are doing it and obviously I have never done it before.
The reason I picked photography in the first place while having this dilemma was because one of my graphics teachers said to do photography now because I had never done it before and could just go back to art in A level, but I didn't know about the level of difficulty A level art would be, plus you need a portfolio for A level art. Also we do have almost a month I think when we first start to change our subjects if we don't like them so I could just try art and if I don't like it I could just change back.
What do you guys think I am sorry I wrote so much....