Tue Oct 20-
I woke up in time for my maths lecture last week! Only gotta do that every Wednesday through to December 9th now-
Anyway, hello. Wales is going into lockdown Friday, which affects exactly none of my life at present, as I'm barely going anywhere anyway. In fact, it may actually lead to me going out more, because the thought of less people outside makes me want to take up running again, which I'm very tempted to do. Thursday this week marks a year since I joined a running club, so what better time to get back into it?
I'd like to throw some praise at the university while I'm here, because they've been genuinely excellent. They've provided social spaces for students safely. They've been absolutely amazing with self-isolating students, delivering them enormous free food parcels. They've opened the library and loads of other spaces on a booking system. They've provided regular contact with us making sure we're supported and OK and we know where to go if we have issues. And you know something? While some universities have had cases in the hundreds, the case rate at Swansea Uni has fallen below the wider area's rate and apparently we've seen less than three cases per day over the last week. And now I've said all that, I'd like to rant about the fact that for some damn reason they're carrying out checks to make sure our windows are fitted correctly tomorrow, which obviously involves people coming into our room who've probably been around most of the other flats on the campus, which is exactly how you spread a highly infectious disease. This may be my OCD acting up though. Either way, I hope I'm in Tesco when they turn up and I will be disinfecting everything when I get back.
(Oh yeah, also, I read this morning that Edinburgh has had major issues with people purposely setting off the fire alarm. I don't know what that achieves but either way. In 5 weeks? We've had 1.)
Chemistry Time
Chemical Thinking
Our group had 28/50 for our presentation. Certainly not bad, but I'm a bit pissed off with myself because I think I dragged our group's mark down a little, because I cut out a section explaining the actual chemistry of a process to prioritise analysis of process because we were encouraged to do critical thinking, and we got criticised for the lack of chemical knowledge included, and that is probably my fault because I was very heavily analytical. Hnn. This gets worse, though, because today in class we had to analyse other groups' work, and when my bit was being played on the Zoom I went and hid in my bathroom in the dark because I couldn't bear listen to myself. Maths? I forgot what we did last week, but I know this week we're doing logs and antilogs, whatever the hell an antilog is, I haven't watched the video.
Structure and Bonding 1
Spectroscopy is intense. Today, both our structure and bonding lectures were dedicated to spectroscopy and then we had Kahoots in both and I'm very pleased to say I had 5th and 6th respectively, and I'll also tell you that the same guy won both. Incredible. Also, we did simple harmonic motion in regard to spectroscopy, and SHM was very much a topic I thought I'd left behind in physics A level, but apparently not. We started organic last week with lots of references to hybridisation, which I now understand on a basic level, which is apparently all we need for first year, so yay me, I guess. Lastly, Thursday's lecture is going to be on gases, but I've watched the pre-lecture videos already and based off that I shall tell you it includes the longest, hardest equation derivation I have ever seen- deriving the ideal gas equation from Newton's 2nd Law. We also need to learn that off by heart, deep joy.
I'm not sure what else to say, because it's not like much happened. OH YEAH I ran for first year student rep for chem. Lost, but that's ok, very good candidate won. I'm tempted to join the debating society, despite already being part of the chemistry soc, music soc, the LGBT soc (which has done nothing) and student minds society. I need to stop. It feels tempting to join loads of things when there's nothing going on, but I gotta bear in mind that one day, hopefully quite soon, there will be a lot going on, and then I won't have time for anything.
Random story, but the other day, I went down to the laundrette to transfer my laundry from washer to dryer and someone's washing machine had broke and flooded the place. One of my friends was there helping her out, but it was awful. The clothes were ringing and the water remaining in the machine was a horrible deep green colour which is...concerning. (Side note- we use Circuit Laundry. Me and Circuit are still friends...for now)
Oh yeah. I've felt a lot of anxiety recently over things, and I know this is exacerbated by alcohol. So I haven't drunk since the 3rd, but I'm drinking this weekend for my gran's birthday when we go on video call. After so much drinking during Freshers fortnight as it was this year and the first week of classes, the first week of this was legit difficult. I'd pop to the Costcutter for something random and think "hmm, I could buy alcohol while I'm here, couldn't I?" which I think was because when I drink I feel much better, it's the morning after that triggers my anxiety (I guess it's a trade-off for never having any physical hangover symptoms). Many thanks to a flatmate for suggesting giving up alcohol for a while here. It's helping. (Also, moment to tell you how much I love my flatmates here bc they're amazing and I'm so glad I'm here).
OK, this is really long and it's also 20 past midnight, so I'm off, not necessarily to sleep tho, I have no lectures tomorrow, I'll be awoken by the fire alarm which gets tested every Tuesday morning, which I adore for my mornings off