I hate saying it but I did have a few thoughts of maybe life isn’t worth it anymore the few days after the instructor said that I might not make it. It sounds stupid but driving meant everything to me, I have been into cars and had the passion for them for as long as I can remember so having that said to me ****ed me up big time.
i changed to automatic bc i found manual impossible, and i found it much easier. i've only had two lessons and my instructor wants me to book my driving test what about driving specifically can you not do?
From what I can see - you’re already learning in an automatic which is great as that removes a layer of anxiety for you. Can your parents help? Do you enjoy your lessons? What’s your instructor like? Does your instructor give you constructive feedback at the end of your lessons telling you how to improve? If so - keep persevering and you will get there. Your confidence doesn’t sound the greatest and I was the same. You need to start changing your mindset and outlook on driving. Tell yourself I can do it and I will pass my test - it doesn’t matter how long it takes. I will do it! It’s ok to feel sad about it but don’t let it deter you from learning. Drive as much as you can. Go on unfamiliar routes to help build your confidence. Good luck.