Tuesday 22nd December 2020
It's almost a week since I last updated this blog and a lot has happened since... On Saturday, the PM announced new Tier 4 lockdown restrictions for London, South East and East of England which has been really difficult to take in - this is now the third lockdown I'd have experienced and it's very disappointing that I would be able to spend Christmas with my closest relatives on Christmas Day only as this is NOT allowed under Tier 4 lockdown restrictions. I've also been struggling with my mental health (again) with intermittent symptoms and it's not surprising that by now, we've managed to get into each other's heads since I have very limited personal space at home - inevitably this has led to quite a few arguments which aren't ideal.
Anyways, I've been trying my hardest to balance the Christmas workload which is to get all 4 of my summative assignments completed by the extended deadline I had approved due to extenuating circumstances (which is W/B 25th January) and having some time to literally unwind. Atm, that has been a proper struggle as I'm finding it nearly impossible to get any work done from London although I'm now making progress with planning my assignments for Politics in the UK and The Policy Process - I just need to sort out sources I'm going to use and start writing the essay bit by bit.
I've also tried to avoid stressing out over options for my placement year and accommodation for next year, but unfortunately, it has taken its toll on me. I intend to have a virtual 1:1 meeting with Careers and Placement team at my uni in January regarding the possibility of doing a placement year. It's not been helpful thinking about accommodation for next year as I don't yet know whether I'll be staying in York or living in London for a year and it has made discussions about accommodation for next year rather awkward and difficult with my current housemates. Currently, I've told them about the predicament I'm in and made clear my situation, but they haven't said anything else. It's just really stressful as I'm trying not to think continually about the Covid situation and the increasing risk of a No Deal Brexit and how that will create havoc in terms of the employment market and opportunities for a placement year.
With the limited free time I have, I've been trying my best to keep in touch with uni friends via Zoom (I really miss them) just so I'm not missing out on actually having a social life lmao - we've done Netflix parties; Among Us games night (including hide and seek in Among Us - basically the imposter has to try and find the crewmates and kill them to win, but in the dark); Skribbl.io; and Psych! I haven't really spoken to friends from home except for one of my closest friends who's been busy with work, but we've talked about how our former GCSE French teacher has apparently left my former secondary/sixth form and how I was finding uni - he just reassured me that essentially everything will be ok and ofc, I wished him a happy festive break.