Is it normal to still get scared now?Watch
it's completely natural for it to affect you, that's the nature of this, I'm afraid. Abuse follows you throughout your life - that being said, I'd try and confront it while I was still young by going to a therapist etc to help you cope, so that it won't affect your relationships too much. I'm sorry that happened to you, and you deserve to be able to move on fully - but it won't happen by itself.
I might speak to my GP about it
Normal for someone who's had your experiences, I still flinch whenever anyone makes any sudden moves near me at 25. If it's bothering you, a professional would be the best person to talk to.