completely over my head

im doing a compsci degree no background i essentially missed some of my first lectures because of some technical difficulties the moment i was in i quickly realized how out of my depths i am some content been a humanities person essentially since secondary did all humanities levels. I'm certainly not the smartest person but ive usually been able to grasp what is going on but here im completely out of my depths i know compsci has a large learning curve

i wanna be the type of person who faces adversity and sticks it through but usually one to quit when the going gets tough im so used to everything being easy anything being hard is a turn off any advice on being the stupidest person in the room and really struggling w ur course

Thank u so much