Maybe this should be in the mental health section idk.
This year, mainly due to lockdown, I've found I've become addicted to camming on sex sites. It started out just watching, like live p*rn, but I quickly got into camming myself and now I can't stop. It's every day when I wake up and then again when I get home until I go to sleep.
I'm incredibly lonely, have really low self-esteem and I have no real friends. Being on cam makes me feel worthwhile but straight away after I remember that the viewers are using me for their own gratification and I feel like a rentboy. I've been physically sick after I finish my shows.
I desperately want to break the cycle but I have no idea how.