First of all, I need to get organised and then I will make my first post. I thought I'd post the thread once I had it written but it doesn't really make a massive difference. I will just let this blog be a chaotic mess because otherwise I would get obsessed with wanting it to be perfect and this is just my space on the internet for sharing my thoughts and goals so it really isn't that serious. Also, I really just- I feel quite annoyed right now because I have just been thinking about how much I let other people get to me. I wish I wasn't so perceptive and didn't see people's true feelings, what they really think. I definitely need to work on not absorbing others' energy. I have been researching into this and I came across a few 'psychological tricks' but I haven't really employed them yet. Anyways, this year is for me to really and truly focus on myself and remember that I am the one I need to learn to trust and therefore I am hoping I learn to care less about whether someone else believes in me or trusts me to do well/considers me capable enough. All of it. I no longer want to care. I set my standards and I want to be the judge of how well I am doing. Thinking too much about what others will think of you/your choices is distracting and a waste of your energy.