You don't know why you like them, you just do. You've fallen in love with a version of a person that you are trying to but cannot fix. The only person you can fix is yourself but yet you still want them.
Not even been in a relationship but you've fallen in love with them and their actions towards you isn't the best and when you try and open up to them they tell you they don't care that you have panic attacks over the drama they caused towards you and that it isn't their fault even though you've never said it was their fault you were just trying to understand why they hate you so much and fix the situation so that your anxiety has nothing to use to cause you anxiety. Yet they reply with stuff like that and then ask why you're making it seem like it matters.
They blackmail you with the fact you sent them nudes once and ruin you emotionally and act like they don't care.
Yet, you can't help it but fall in love with them cuz you see potential and a nice person in them.
And now you're crying cuz you realise you're opening up and being honest and it hurts and you're listening to your sad songs not knowing what to do.