Like, realising that I might love her. Started an intermittent friendship locally. Talked some heavy stuff but have gaps in what we know , ie surname. Every time she leaves from where we frequent, sitting next to each other on PCs not necessarily talking, I feel sad. She initiated it more sitting next to me though keeness has alternated between us. Its been just a friendship, now i think of her explaining that we could sit in silence, asking patiently what she should do when i was down, or the touches of her hands, or any number of things. And I hate the lockdown, I had neglected it before then but now I am dying to get out of lockdown and see her. Ive realised I miss her like crazy and I want to talk about her with someone and get some more input. Do I love my friend?