The lockdown's made me feel worse, but I know I've had these feelings most of my life. I just always feel like there should be something more, but I don't know what that is, or how to be content with what I have.
I have a few good friends, and when we chat it's great, but when it's over and I'm back on my own with more time to think, I'm always wondering, where do I go from here? I've got career goals and I've got a goal to own my own home, but I keep thinking what will I do once I reach those goals?
I have a few hobbies, but I feel so empty that I can't bring myself to do them.