While I was off to university my Dad gave our family dog of 15 years away without telling me. Before I went to university they we´re talking about maybe giving her away, but my dad promised he wouldn´t and I also alway got pictures while I was gone.
A Week ago I came home to my moms place (My parents are divorced btw) and a few days ago my dad finally visited. There he and his new wife told me they gave my dog away. I´m super upset because first of all my dad promised me he wouldn´t give her away because she is old and has cancer and second they did so without telling me or letting me say bye. I don´t even understand why they gave her to someone they didnt even know, when I could have taken her. I cried myself to sleep everynight and begged both of them to give me the number or the adress so I could at least go say bye but they refuse, saying it would make my dog upset seeing me and me going again. I can´t understand since I would also have to go to uni again.
I really don´t know what to do... I tried talking to my dad calmly and even when my dad saw how upset I am he didn´t budge. How can I get over the grief or forgive my dad when he doesnt even care how much my heart is broken. I miss my dog so much and I was so excited to finally see her again. I just feel myself getting more and more depressed (I´m diagnosed btw) and nobody seems to help me or even care. When I was on my phone he just said I should stop crying and that he´s going to hang up because it´s the better choice for him. And I understand that but I could have taken her or at least choose to who she should go or at least say goodbye. She has non curable cancer and i´m so scared of her dying without me ever properly saying goodbye.
I hope someone can help me on how to cope with this or has any tips. I feel like I´m lost and dying.