**Backstory**
I am 16, she is 15. We met on snap in Jan. Due to covid we couldn't meet for ages but we would non stop message during lockdown. We finally met in the summer and ended up meeting 10 times over the relationship. We were both each others first loves and first kisses. This relationship lasted 10 months.
**The Breakup**
In around the 8/9 month, we started to argue and got toxic to each other. And soon after we concluded that it was due to lack of communication. After that, she decided to break up with me whereas I wanted to try and make things work by communicating more. My main problem is that she blamed me fully for the breakup, when in reality she also hurt me and pressured me during the relationship.
Her best friend hates my btw because she things I hurt my ex (but I didn't even know I was hurting her because of a lack of communication), and she persuaded my ex to break up with me.
I just can't see why we couldn't have fixed this instead of breaking up over it.
**Trying to get her back**
Over the last month I have done my best to get her back but she has moved on. She has got a new bf and today I finally accepted that this isn't gonna ever work out.
**What I am doing now**
To recover from this I have been looking at lots of other people's stories, watching videos and talking to friends. I have come to conclude that if she can't appreciate me and can't appreciate the love that I would give her, then it is her loss.
Honestly was so sad for this month but now I just say **** it - if she can't appreciate me then her loss. I am the prize, not her. She was really immature also, with her last words to me saying how I got a small penis (I acc have larger than average nationwide but she seems to think 8 inch is average or something). But yeah she was very immature. She was a girl, but I need a woman.
**Anything you have to say**
Any advice about how I can get through this? Or just anything to add?