Scared I won’t be able to kiss a guy

I’m a girl, 16 almost 17 and although I suppose that’s still quite young I’ve been really worried lately about having my first kiss. I’ve never been in a proper relationship although quite a few guys have been and are currently interested in me. There’s one that I like too but last time I got in the ‘talking stage’ with a guy he tried to kiss me and it felt so abnormal it didn’t feel nice at all so I pulled away. Is this because if I’m being honest I wasn’t really that attracted to him? My friends were telling me I could’ve just kissed him to try it but i couldn’t even force myself it felt so awkward. I’m scared I’ll always be too awkward to kiss anyone and have even started questioning stuff like the possibility of asexuality even though I’ve always been attracted to boys and like the idea of having a boyfriend. I think I do want to kiss someone but I’ve just made it a bigger deal than it needs to be now so next time a boy leans in for a kiss I’ll probably freak out. Any advice or opinions would be appreciated lol

Honestly it's pretty normal to have little to no experience in this area at that age. You're only 16. Please don't rush into anything you're not comfortable with.