This is messed up eight? I’m trying to change this but it’s difficult.
Yesterday when a friend called it was late n I was tired, I did say I’m tired but he wanted to talk for a while, I wasn’t really engaging with energy, also he was making most of the conversation while I was being laid back. That’s ok isn’t it?
I feel as if I was rude or something...
I’m like this with phone calls or in person where I feel I have to be talkative, put a bit of energy into it while in truth I’m an introvert & don’t care to talk much.
Should I just be myself more & be quiet, laid back if I want to.
Do you think that’s rude if someone doesn’t act glad to see you, be talkative or engage a lot?
Is it my anxiety making me be like this, I care way too much how people perceive me.