saw porn on bf phoneWatch
I know it’s normal to watch porn but i’ve just seen it on my bfs phone when he asked me to google something. It has really upset and bothered me. I can’t stop thinking about it. I don’t feel good enough for him. I know that he watches it but i think just seeing WHAT he has watched has really upset me.
he wasn’t watching anything out of the ordinary. I know at the back of my head he watches it. but actually seeing it in his search made me so sad. It made me actually feel sick and inadequate. He came to hug me tonight & I just didn’t want him near me. I feel angry. I feel fat and ugly. He was watching skinny girls with big boobs. It just made me feel like maybe he wishes i was like that? idk i know i’m over reacting but i can’t help how i feel