What is happening ??Watch
like i texted one of my friends on google hangouts (lets call him friend x) yesterday to go somewhere and they didn't reply until today after the time i said to come and in one of the classes he noticed for my history test i got a question right and he got it wrong and i needed those 4 marks to get a grade 6 whereas he was on a grade 7 and those 4 marks didn't even move him up a grade i told him not to tell the teacher as she made a mistake on my paper but he did anyways and the teacher took 4 marks off me... that really pissed me off as i thought he was a friend and would just let me have those marks
now my other friend (lets call him friend z ) he used to talk to me a lot until yr 9-10 he started talking to other people and only used to come to talk to me when no-one was there to talk to and when they come back from where ever they went he just goes to them and talks to them for the rest of lunch he takes 6 hours to a day to respond to my messages and even comes online and reads them and doesn't even respond or says idc
. I asked him which college he was going and he said solihull sixth form and i told him to come to jc and he said no , i want to focus on the myself only but then his other friends (as previously mentioned) said they were going jc and told him to come and just said yeh ill go jc then . like wth ...
i don't have any close friends and i've been going to secondary school for 4 years ... i just think everyone is *******s there and can't even socialise with them without being told to shut up . i think because i understand social dynamics that i havent been bullied or beaten up yet . i only have one person from schools number (on my phone) and thats friend z i have dreams of just hanging around ,talking to other people, laughing and messing about which just makes me think that im lonely and maybe isolated
Whats up with my friends ?
does it get better in college ?
how can i get friends without conforming like my friend z did ?
Am i really lonely? (only live with mom brother and sister (age 6) )
personally from reading what you wrote they don't seem to be true friends and i would recommend to talk them about your guys friendship because something is happening and it also it natural for people to fall out of friendship if that makes sense but what there doing isn't the right way to go about it and i would say confront them abut and talk about it because ignoring you and being unfriendly isn't how 'friends' act and it can get better at college depending if stay your high schools college if they have one but if your going to a college it opens up a lot of ways to make friends and even if you staying at your schools college i would recommend speaking to new people. A way of making new friends there are apps to help this process which maybe you could look into and if you have a good relationship with your mum try talking to her about. About being lonely if your struggling i recommend finding a personal hobby which you enjoy and takes those feelings away and as someone who is going through a similar thing finding hobbies you can do on your own can help a lot and makes you feel a lot better. Sorry if this didnt help it was all over the place but anymore questions feel free to ask
I'm going to college soo anyways and will probably never see them again , but in class i still feel left out and can't really talk to anyone about anything because i don't know them(sets change every year and different people are always in my class), i think its because most of the people in my class went to the same primary school so their social groups were already formed . i just have to survive 5 months of school , it seems impossible lol , im just gonna have to bring in a rubiks cube to pass time .