in my whole life ive never been so confused and lost. in summer 2019, i sat 3 a levels (bio chem and maths) and i got U, U, E respectively. This is because i had mental health issues during my exams and throughout college so i did poorly all throughout. No help from school, they watched me struggle. I was unable to keep up with homework. I knew in summer 2020 i was going to resit my exams and having done things at my own pace for a year i thought i was going to do well. But then with lockdown and exams cancelled, i fell of track and lost focus. During October 2020, i sat the maths a level for the autumn exam. I was unprepared but i thought i'd give it a shot , because i knew i wanted to sit my exams in summer 2021 and just to retake the two in summer. But now the 2021 exams are cancelled and i am an external retake candidate and i only have U,U,D to my name. im honestly so lost. im already on my second gap year and i feel as though corona virus has ruined my life. im 20 years old and im still looking to retake my a levels. I feel as though now i will have to retake in autumn 2021, or summer 2022. to which point ill be 21. most people my age finish their 3 year uni course by then and i'll still be taking my a levels. Im so clueless as to where i stand and what to do. im a big burden at home, living rent free year after year and my dad really wants me on my own two feet and to leave. I want to study computer science as a BSC. Has anyone got any advice for me? is it worth even continuing doing my a levels? is there a chance i can do anything this summer? shall i look for foundation courses with my U,U,D? i feel so lost. i genuinely havent got a clue what to do and i feel like giving up or just joining the army. My school predicted grades are really poor and i dont even know how to get a reference anymore because i finished college in 2019. Please help