I want to go home lebanon is not my home and never will be, who knew parents could be so blind to see what their child is going through. Can they not see my cry for help? Can they not hear me? Or see what I'm going through. I cannot tolerate it anymore I prefer to die then to be in this place. I don't want to be here I'm sick and tired of my parents selfishness. Its always the same ****en ********, its always about my mum and her anxiety, stress and whatever its always about the house and how she cant keep the **** up. I cant handle it anymore I cant tolerate it and I don't want to. I don't know what to do.