I get so obsessed with peopleWatch
Like, I have a crush on this guy I BARELY know rn, and honestly, I feel like we just have to end up together forever.
And it feels like this feeling will never pass, but I know from past experiences it will
But it’s so weird and I feel like a freak
Is anyone else the same ?
but its fine i get attached sometimes
I've got experience with girls who get very intense crushes on people who show them basic kindness because it's so foreign to them for instance. There's also a pattern of jumping from 'soulmate' to 'soulmate' with BPD, although this really needs some research as there's a whole host of other things here, and for all I know other mental health issues could cause this symptom too. One final thing here is just an honourable mention really, as it's not something I can prove but it's something I resonate with, and that's attachment types; personally I seem to have a very insecure attachment type, which I think can cause a lot of clinginess, verging on the obsessive.
I rarely post on anon but it seems to fit here because a lot of this is pretty personal. Again, I could be incredibly off here, but I thought I might as well bring it up.