Anyone still writing their UCAS application?

I'm still finishing off my personal statement but everything else is finished. Will be done in time!

It's really strange. I have everything prepared which I did a couple of months in advance; personal statement (I think), reference from my old tutor from my previous Uni course, grades and other qualifications, but I haven't even started applying, let alone 'still writing', and I'm looking at a September 2021 start. I know I shouldn't put it off, and I seldom wait until the last minute (I abhor doing that), but I feel almost no urgency despite the deadline being at 6pm today. I may owe to the fact that I might not go back anyway, or I may end up in something else (apprenticeship, most likely), but I'm shocked that I'm not rushing around and beating myself up to make a decision and follow through with it. Don't think I'm someone who lets the wind carry them around (trust me, I've let that happen too many times already), I don't tolerate that behaviour anymore. I really want to make things right, it's just a shame that that passion isn't really being used yet.

Help?

Your reference needs to be added to Apply by your referee - you can't add it yourself.