Hi, I know exactly how you feel. My advice is to cherish those memories from your childhood home. When I first moved into our new house in a not quite as nice area, I was quite anxious as to how other people would think of my house but I have yet to meet someone to make me feel uncomfortable about it. Try not to think too much about it, I don't think people really care that much as long as it's nice inside, especially as most of the world is in lockdown.