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Oh right. I thought I’d wait for them to contact me to tell me they’re ready. I keep procrastinating calling them even about the referral. I promise I will get it done tomorrow.
I'll check in with you if you want? I know it's difficult managing all these things. :console:

Here if you need to chat.
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Ah sorry. 10 days is impressive though. What have the doctors said, is your health at risk? And no understand, it is very difficult when you’ve been suffering it for such a long time.

I will try but the GP’s can’t diagnose it I’ve heard and it has to be a psychiatrist :/ and that’s going to take long
So I don't have a formal diagnosis for an ED, though the behaviours I exhibit are what you'd call textbook anorexia and bulimia. In terms of health risks, had a few scary moments, but nothing major as of yet.

How's your day been?
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So I don't have a formal diagnosis for an ED, though the behaviours I exhibit are what you'd call textbook anorexia and bulimia. In terms of health risks, had a few scary moments, but nothing major as of yet.

How's your day been?
Sorry about that

It’s been difficult
I had an appointment with the doctor today and I told her to refer to me a eating disorder specialist and she said she’ll refer to me psychotherapy instead and I said isn’t it better to put me with a specialist and she said “if they think you need a specialist then they will tell us” urgh why won’t some doctors listen. I’m already getting therapy!
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Feeling like absolute crap. And I just want to stuff my face with chocolate and crisps. I’m so stressed out. My blood sugars have been perfect and I have been losing weight. But I feel SO utterly rubbish. I am in so mentally exhausted and a cake could really help me right now.
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:hugs:

Sorry to hear that your GP isn't understanding what's going on.

Any update on the vaccine?
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:hugs:

Sorry to hear that your GP isn't understanding what's going on.

Any update on the vaccine?
My gp told me to wait
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My gp told me to wait
Hope it's not too long for you. Stay safe.
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Hope it's not too long for you. Stay safe.
I had one rich tea biscuit a minute ago, feel so guilty. Couldn’t control myself
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I had one rich tea biscuit a minute ago, feel so guilty. Couldn’t control myself
I'm sorry, guilt is horrible to feel isn't it?
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I'm sorry, guilt is horrible to feel isn't it?
Yeah but I’m feeling less guilty because I just had a single one and didn’t binge. It was there for my hypos so I need them. I know I’m going to give up soon and binge. And I think it’s going to be today.
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Yeah but I’m feeling less guilty because I just had a single one and didn’t binge. It was there for my hypos so I need them. I know I’m going to give up soon and binge. And I think it’s going to be today.
Have you eaten enough today?
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Have you eaten enough today?
I ate 6/7 smoke ham slices this morning with cheese at 9am. And now I ate one rich tea biscuit.
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So guys I went to my local shop ready to binge but the need of it just went as I was contemplating so I didn’t end up buying anything. So I’ve gone 3 days without binging.
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I ate 6/7 smoke ham slices this morning with cheese at 9am. And now I ate one rich tea biscuit.
You need to eat more, eating so little is contributing to how you're feeling.
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You need to eat more, eating so little is contributing to how you're feeling.
I’m not hungry though. Im just craving for bad food
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I’m not hungry though. Im just craving for bad food
Well, still. Have a meal, it might help you.
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Well, still. Have a meal, it might help you.
Okay I’m eating eggs and tuna now. I usually have three Meals a day but today only 2 and an apple and a biscuit
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I binged on the rich tea biscuits. Although I have binged, I am still so proud of myself for getting through 3 days healthy eating. Yes I should be upset but before, I binged on a lot more and I would be eating unhealthy during the day anyway. So I’m still so proud of myself. If I can do 3 days then I can do 6 days. I’m not giving up.
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What do you guys eat when you’re not binging? And what do you eat when you are
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I bought cereal because I actually don’t have a lot of money. I’ll probably have to go to a food bank tomorrow which is full of processed food. But I have to or else I’m gonna starve. I don’t have anything in my bank account. Until next month.
I just received a call from an eating disorder service, my gp referred me to. They asked me what my usual day of eating is like, my weight, height and she checked for bmi and it said I’m at a healthy weight and she was surprised. I’m 74kg and I’m 5’8. And I told her I’ve been eating like this for 10 years and it’s because of the trauma I experienced. I told her the trauma. And she said admin will call me soon. I hope they can help me with my eating habits. She asked me if I purged aswell or did anything after. I said no I don’t do that. Yes I binge a lot but my main problem is how I normally eat. Because I eat very bad foods and I’m so attached to them. And eating unhealthy food all day isn’t an eating disorder and I feel like that is my biggest problem. I want to be able to eat healthy and not be so tempted to eat unhealthy food. I hope they can help with that.
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