Are we a burden to my dad and stepmum-to-be?Watch
When the separation happened, my mum moved out and an arrangement was made for my brother and I to visit her twice a week. However, it feels like this is less about seeing her than it is to get out of dad's hair. Whenever things mean the day we see our mum changes, dad acts irrationally angry towards both me and my mum. I really want to tell him that this is about us seeing our mum and can be done whenever, and that he shouldn't see it as a guaranteed night away from us. Both he and his fiance accept that they have children that aren't theirs in their house, but they are trying to get rid of us and being unflexible?
Furthermore, they are always going away on holidays without us. Is it bad of me to feel bitter about this? I know I am an adult, but I am on a part-time retail salery whilst I study. Places they're going are places I'd like to also go, but there isn't an offer and I really don't have the finances to pay my own way onto the trip - not that I'd want to if I wasn't wanted.
Am I being selfish and unrealistic as an adult child? I feel so confused.