I don’t think my dad loves my mum

Gosh, this is sad. The last thing they’d want is for you to disappear. Some people are so, so bad at showing their feelings. My mother rarely hugs me and she’s never told me she loves me but I know she does. However, her experiences when young make it hard for her to show affection.

Have you thought about having a chat with your mother and telling her how you feel?

I came into this thread looking for a potential newly single **** - I was disappointed.

Edit: can't say **** wtf is this? - - single mother that I would like to get to know

I guess that is something I should do thank you. I think with covid and being at home all day long it feels like nothing even matters anymore

You are not the only one to feel this way. It is an awful unprecedented age we are living in. But do try and communicate your unhappiness with someone. If you find it hard to verbally articulate your feelings try a letter.

Nothing matters only if you don’t want it to. It’s all in your power... so for example my studies matter to me because they are my future. They are what keep me going. It is hard motivating myself sometimes because we are surrounded with uncertainty but everything I’m doing today is helping me build something for tomorrow. It all matters even when I can’t see the big picture clearly.

Also finally, please do not feel responsible for your parents and their relationship. It’s unfair for you to carry that burden. Your empathy for your sibling is lovely, no matter what happens they have you looking out for them.