I have been rejected from all 4 medical schools. I have no friends in school. My parents are ashamed of me and don't want me to take a gap year as they feel it's a 'year wasted'. I don't know how my teachers will grade me, I did really bad in previous mocks. I just want to disappear. Literally have 0 motivation.
I guess my point is that one bad year isn't the end of the world. I thought it was for me, but I found an alternative route, and it helped me massively. Maybe you should look at alternatives if you're finding your course difficult. There's so many options out there.
And sorry to hear that you're finding it hard making friends. Are you getting yourself out there? Are there any school groups that you could partake in?