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i rejected my crush's best friend but i want to help him feel better

Rozhina2006

i had a crush on my cousin. He is so cute, he has green eyes and he is a gamer anyways i play the game he downloaded me and a few months ago he took me to teamspeak with himself and i met his friends the first times i didn't talk but after knowing them better i satarted to talk but any ways now i have his friend's phone numbers and we text and the things like that but... i told my cousin ihave a crush on him and he said he likes sme too and we were together for like a week but i understood there is a girl in the games that likes her and they text and they like eachother i asked his friends and they said they are together so the next day i saw him we broke up. that was one of the reasons the other reason is that my family may immigrate and i don't want any one to feel bad and upset. a week ago in the game he texted me and said his friend likes me and idk wants to marry me ... i'm 14 and i think it's too soon for these things last night i texted his friend and asked if what my cousin said was true or not. and he said yeas i like you but because we are not able to meet each other i didn't tell you anything. well that's right he hasn't seen me yet and likes me but the point is that i don't have feelings for him i think he's a good guy and deserves good things but i'm too young to start a relationship and i know this will be harmful for both of us so i said i'm so sorry i should'nt have asked you that and i think i broke his heart but i really didn't want to do this and i'm so sorry but what i did was what i thought is the best for him. now i want to see if we can still be friends or not should i wait for him to ask about that or when we play the game we will be good together again? i want to help him but idk howsorry my story was too long