When I was younger, I was so ambitious. I wanted to be the best you know.. Go to the best university, attain straight A*s for my A levels, become rich & successful. Now, in Y13, having been rejected by both UCL & Cambridge, my motivation and self-drive have fallen significantly. I can't even be arsed to study for my finals next week, which are really important as they'll basically be my final A Level grades given that real exams have been cancelled. All I want to do is get drunk, or high, and have fun with friends. I know that I shouldn't have this mindset as I still have an offer from a decent uni (Warwick for BSc Econ), yet I feel like a failure.
Does anyone relate? How do I snap myself out of this mentality?