1 on the inside, 10 on the outside, can't do anything without my heart racing and doubting every breath, although I'm naturally very charismatic which gives the deception of me being confident
I also pretty much run on the fight stance of the fight or flight reaction, not that I'm aggressive at all, just pumped full of adrenaline and numb to most things which also gives the outwards idea that I'm confident when I'm just being confident to prevent myself breaking down