Why is it that everything I like ****s up, or ****s off? I love playing pc and it’s dying, I love sports and well can’t play that, like this girl and she clearly doesn’t like me back? My mind is playing ****ing games with me, one second I’m so happy I feel I could do anything, one second I’m so depressed that I feel like I’m worthless and I’ve lost everything. The GP didn’t help when I contacted them and friends and family’s help only goes so far? So what am I supposed to do? Suffer in silence? Because nobody wants to hear the same ******** I’m suffering with from day to day? It’s getting worse every night. I feel manic due to the sheer panic of my life and what’s happening within that it all just seems too fast. How do I cope? How do I function like this? Having the same boring days which just get me angry when at work and just bored when at home. It’s hopeless.