My friends have been asking house parties every Friday and I see a few stories on Instagram with it but I was upset about them not inviting me. One of my other friends said that if I asked the guys who's running it he'll let me and told me most people ask. It looks fun, loads of people went and I want to go but I feel like I will just look desperate if I ask. I know they'll let me but I just dont want to look desperate for it. I feel like it isn't desperate because many people went but there's things in my head telling me that I am desperate if I did ask. Aghh I'm just kind of scared to ask.