I am immensely stressed and have been let down by my teachers.Watch
I was open about this to my teachers from the very start, and they were definitely aware of my struggling, but my teachers didn't take this into account at all in my TAGs last year and said they could only give me bad grades, or none at all, despite me having been predicted top grades and doing exceptionally well in my GCSEs.
Over the lockdown, I emailed multiple times asking for provisions or back up plans to be in place for me in case the A levels got cancelled, as I had no evidence for my work and I'd be left behind once again. No response, and once the A levels were in fact cancelled, I was devastated and started working towards the rumoured October exams. Not until I had a mental breakdown and called in complaining did they tell me I was actually due to sit the final exams with them in less than two months and that they were supposedly supporting me all along.
I can't help but feel I've been forgotten, been capped on what I could achieve, and been seriously let down. I don't know what to do. I've tried not to lament on the absolute car crash of my life, but it's been really, really hard. This is just the surface of what I've been through since last year. All students have been thrown under the bus this year, but I feel that I am in the minority that has been cosmically screwed over.
I just want to know I'm not as crazy as I've been made to feel, and that maybe there are others out there and I'm not completely alone in this.