Do any of you actually dislike yourself/the immoral choices you've made?
I'm not talking self-pity or depression, more like a neutral feeling of "yeah I am a bad person on balance."
I definetly feel this at times and its a strange feeling to have, the positive side is that we are self-aware of our bad choices and can learn to better ourselves.
Its the bad people with no self-awareness that are in the mud.