feeling depressed

weirdly enough I do have a similar situation, kinda creepy tbh. One of my only friends is a cousin who lives 3 hours away and can only visit him in the holidays. Similar situation with my family, I'm the 'mentally stunted' of the family and yet my older sister always talks about depression while it's just her being sensitive. The way you deal with it is just look for the next thing I suppose, like a new season of TV but its the next stage of your life with new people and the statistics in your life show that there are more a holes then nice people but there is still literally a billion people out there so rly u just have to wait for the next best thing and try to make it good by looking at what ure going through now.
hopefully that didn't sound too cheesy or weird

I suppose the next step for u is to find new people and start over almost. There is always work after the pandemic and after that u will probably be praying for another pandemic after boring work catches up. Try to find people who look friendly enough and work on your communication skills to become more extroverted so you can make new friends. The worst thing about depression is that people get too pessimistic and that's what makes them think there is no value in life so rly it's just depression making you think that u can't get friends but anyone can. Hope this is helpful minus the cringe fest messages that I so badly need to work on Gl whatever u do with ure life tho.