I think I am feeling the most down I have ever feltWatch
You knew you were going to college; you should have given it a fair chance and not quit after just one week.
You know why you were asked to leave the construction course; you were asking someone about getting into their car, who h isn't the right way to behave or be taken seriously.
There are job vacancies, or you could have been volunteering or doing education privately or through online study. Stop wasting your time and take some positive action.