I tried to make conversation but people just spilt in to cliques and I'm there racking my brain try find things to say. Or to approach them.
I have depressive thoughts but loneliness is what hurts the most. I was even invited to come out. But declined because of prior situations that they had just left me and went into cliques and I was left alone. Multiple times. I was a bit anxious. Weird thing is I can go up and ask someone there name hobbies ie but then cliques come in and I'm alone.