i cant deal with the awkwardness of talking to guys for the first time?Watch
Go back to texting and someone will initiate a phone call if they feel like it, likely him lol. Whatever is convenient for both is best.
Awkwardness at the start is pretty much normal. If anything it means you even like him more than you expected. You can’t just expect to automatically figure out this person if it’s your first time talking to them; same thing applies for interviews, when you meet someone new etc. Only a few can actually openly make stuff not awkward.
You both still found it good, so that means you can work around the awkwardness with time. Just text and face time him regularly, don’t think about it too much.
I do think I have many awkward experiences - all I have learnt from. So take it as an experience, if anything.