I believe in the power of the Universe and it seems to answer my call.Watch
I feel that the spiral is the symbol of faith that I place within the universe and unfathomable knowledge it has. For the first time I feel comfortable with mortality as my atoms will one day return to space when our sun supernovas in a few billion years. Eternal life exists but not in the form that so many desire. I may become light, I may become dark matter. I may be part of the creation of the next earth. There doesn't seem to be a level of judgement either only that positivity and negativity influence each other in a way that i do not yet understand, like the ions and protons of a nucleus at a level that is unobservable by humans. I also feel that those who are or wish to be unaware act at the subconscious will if those who are aware. but without a negative consequence to them.
This leads me to my experiences, I have had issues concerning some pretty horrible individuals in work and home life who make life difficult for others through aggression and bullying. A kind of subconscious meditation on the actions of those negative people and the feelings of the sufferers seem to help situations end in favour of the sufferers. I didn't ask for any particular punishment for any person, just thought a lot about what was happening. Also financially, I have asked (lets call it 'universally meditated' for now) for stability and it seems to have materialised. I didn't ask to be stinking rich, just what the universe would suggest that i need to enjoy life with to no particular extravagance.
These factors have come to me in dreams also. One in particular was the quantum connection between certain individuals (you may have heard it called good chemistry) but this actual related to a kind of cosmic string between those destined for romance and a happy future or even friendship. I also sked the universe to improve my intelligence, not for dominance, but to better understand the world or nature or humans or even the universe its self, and have found myself heading for University at the age of 40, baring in mind that two years ago I had no formal qualifications. Not even a GCSE.
I'm not really out of the closet to friends and family yet with my beliefs, that's why I'm trying it with you guys lol. I intend to ponder and write about this subject for a long time and form some kind of conclusion lol. Maybe the whole idea already exists! I don't know. But anyway, here's a poem that I Universally meditated upon for guidance with relationships. I hope you enjoy. Love and light x
Through bricks, bars, vaults and doors
fails, fears, tears and curse.
Through soil, sand rock and ice
suns, stars and universe.
The tangled jangling lines of light
no boundaries do they know.
The energies from inside us
are cosmic strings to bind us.
Forever they shall find us.