Hey guys so I don’t know if this is the right place to post or talk about this but I need to vent about a problem I have and seriously need some objective opinion about the matter… So I have currently been accepted to a university in my home country after successfully passing the exam to enter the faculty of medicine. However, this uni was kind of my safety net and I was relying heavily on being accepted to other universities overseas. I applied to Netherlands, to Ireland and Italy both in English and in Italian. I was however unable to pass any of the exams (I mean passing 1 out of 5 is still kind of frustrating, especially when I left high school with a 95,4/100 average…). Anyways, I start uni in 3 days and I just can’t seem to be enthusiastic or happy about it. The school is taught in French (my mother tongue) and is therefore filled with French people which I usually really do not get along with (I hate generalizing but just looking at the past 18 years it seems to be a constant in my life). I also wanted to keep an international background by studying in English, which I won’t. Also since it’s my home country there isn’t the excitement of moving out of my house where I’ll spend the next year. I really do not wish to spend all my 6 years of medical school here. Nor with my family until I’m 24, as much as I love them… Plus many people I already know will be attending the school, people I not necessarily want to hang out with… or see… Finally there are no clubs or sport teams I can join on campus to eventually meet people from other faculties and the university doesn’t organize any introduction week to meet people! I mean I just feel like I’m missing out on everything uni should be about. And I am not able to decide if studying medicine is more important to me than enjoying my adolescent life in uni, even if it means not to study what i want to… Can anyone help me get some perspective? (Sorry for the long ass paragraph) <3