I dont think my friends like meWatch
I feel really bad for you. You sound like a genuine and great person. Your friends seem like terrible friends and seem to be having something against you. In all fairness, I believe they should talk to you if they have a problem with you or feel that you have done something wrong. It is not your fault and you should not blame yourself, stay strong and work hard this year. My advice is that you ask to speak to all of your friends and ask them if you have said anything horrible or did anything to hurt them and tell them how you feel (like talk about them not waiting for you) and how you want to keep being friends with them. If you don't mind me asking, why did you fall out with Alisha? Try to also talk to new people in your year but stick with your current friends because that might make them think you are well-liked and want to talk to you, but also understand that you are not leaving them. I think at this age some people might act this way because everyone is thinking about exams and grades, homework, popularity, looks, friends, insecurities. In year 11 I also had a hard time so you are not alone. Again after you've talked with them remember to work hard and focus on yourself because at the end of the day you might not see them after secondary school or after university and will make much better friendships. Whatever you do as well don't talk behind someone's back because that might come back at you and if someone tells you something about someone just stay quiet and don't say anything about that person. I hope this helps
Okay this is really helpful especially the last bit, thank you. And I do talk to a lot of other ppl in our yeargroup but theyve got “ beef” with each other so I don’t get close to them bc I dont wanna be involved. And we fell out with Alisha at the start of year ten bc she acted differently infront of the boys and different infront of us, and would often put us down for them, but we talked to her about it and she said she didnt realise and we sorted it out. But then towards the end of year 10 , she became close to these two other girls and one of them got somebody from another school to have a go at me, nothing was said to milly or anna, only me, and later on the three of them ( alisha and the two girls she got close with) had a massive go at me when I was alone , and anna and milly were like wth but didn’t do anything and still talked to alisha, but then I told my ex bestfriend who im still really close with and she had a massive go at alisha, and btw alisha stayed quiet all throughout this, and before all this had happened she tried confronting me on her own but I straight up told her what I thought of her and she went quiet. And then after my ex bestfriend told them to basically piss off they went and told the teachers. After that anna and milly stopped talking to her. At the start of year 11 tho alisha texted us all apologising and I’m the only one who talks to her normally and they get mad at me so I try to give alisha dead replies and yeh im scared if i try to talk to them they’ll just deny it and think im getting angry and nothing will acc get solved
Long and the short of it being, its a childish spat over nothing which will pass in due course so just ignore it.